cassildra: A silver pegasus on a purple shield. (sailor moon: bravery)
An email I received from my mother a moment ago:

How are you? Was your party fun on Saturday? Not much new for me. Your dad is not having chemo or radiation this week, his throat is trying to close up and he is coughing up blood. Yesterday I thought they were going to admit him, but they did not. If he gets any worse, we will go to the ER and have him admitted that way.

I do not know what to tell you about coming over. I do not think you want to see your dad like this and he is not in the mood for company at all. I am glad you have Trevor this year. We have not put up the tree or anything. Dude on the other hand is doing ok. I got him good treats, since he does not sleep on the bed any more. Even with time off, I can not keep up, so I will have to try harder.

I love you and I miss you. I don't have much for gifts for this year. I still can not wait to see you.

We talked on the phone a bit right after, and she added that not only is all that going on, but the doctor thinks that Dad is about to deal with hyperthyroidism. My uncle goes in for a cardiac catheter (I think?) sometime this week.

Can 2008 please just be over so that I can have a moment without thinking people I love are going to die???

Note to self: Alcohol will not make things better, so don't go there, girl.
cassildra: A silver pegasus on a purple shield. (lolz: where is your god now)
Baaaaaw. )
cassildra: A silver pegasus on a purple shield. (generic: tea)
I was doing so well at holding off depression over Dad's little snit this morning, and I just crashed. Also for the record? I hate when I can't put things into words. I do believe that this evening I will try to get incredibly inebriated and pray to whoever's out that that I need to be a happy drunk.

And that's that.
cassildra: A silver pegasus on a purple shield. (firefly: curse your sudden)
Yay! Being sick and then remembering things is always a good combination.

I think I'm going to go curl up under the covers for the rest of the evening.

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