cassildra: A silver pegasus on a purple shield. (generic: mask)
I'm apparently much more snappish than I'd originally thought, what with the pain and medications and whatnot. I'll be reading LJ, but I likely won't comment much until I'm not needing the Vicodin so regularly. Sorry if I've offended anyone and haven't had a chance to talk it over with you.
cassildra: Bender from Futurama saying "I'm a fraud... a poor, sexy fraud" (futurama: sexy fraud)
Emo behind cut )
cassildra: "I guess a robot would have to be pretty crazy to want to be a folk singer" by Bender (futurama: robot folk singer)
Today isn't the best day. I'm once again working on my (exceedingly laughable) resume, and generally feeling pretty crummy about myself. I also cancelled my appointment with my neuro for a handful of reasons, not the least of which being that while I love talking to the man, I hate doctors on principle.

SO. I'm going to be selfish and ask for cute animals in the comments, or hot girls/guys, or whatever you think would cheer me up. What I really want is an origami dragon from Dragon Cave, but lol, that's not going to happen anytime soon.

Adopt one today! Adopt one today! Adopt one today! Adopt one today!
cassildra: A silver pegasus on a purple shield. (sailor moon: bravery)
An email I received from my mother a moment ago:

How are you? Was your party fun on Saturday? Not much new for me. Your dad is not having chemo or radiation this week, his throat is trying to close up and he is coughing up blood. Yesterday I thought they were going to admit him, but they did not. If he gets any worse, we will go to the ER and have him admitted that way.

I do not know what to tell you about coming over. I do not think you want to see your dad like this and he is not in the mood for company at all. I am glad you have Trevor this year. We have not put up the tree or anything. Dude on the other hand is doing ok. I got him good treats, since he does not sleep on the bed any more. Even with time off, I can not keep up, so I will have to try harder.

I love you and I miss you. I don't have much for gifts for this year. I still can not wait to see you.

We talked on the phone a bit right after, and she added that not only is all that going on, but the doctor thinks that Dad is about to deal with hyperthyroidism. My uncle goes in for a cardiac catheter (I think?) sometime this week.

Can 2008 please just be over so that I can have a moment without thinking people I love are going to die???

Note to self: Alcohol will not make things better, so don't go there, girl.
cassildra: A silver pegasus on a purple shield. (lolz: where is your god now)
Baaaaaw. )
cassildra: A silver pegasus on a purple shield. (generic: tea)
I was doing so well at holding off depression over Dad's little snit this morning, and I just crashed. Also for the record? I hate when I can't put things into words. I do believe that this evening I will try to get incredibly inebriated and pray to whoever's out that that I need to be a happy drunk.

And that's that.
cassildra: A silver pegasus on a purple shield. (Default)
I declare today full of legendary fail. It is so full of fail that, in fact, I am considering creating a time machine to go back to yesterday and make things LESS full of fail for today.

I had a handwritten entry I was gonna post, but now I kind of don't care, so this is what you get.

In other news: Last night, [ profile] blackpaladin and [ profile] nerdboyhimself had a tie in the game Power Grid. It was kind of amusing. I've also declared that I am the queen of green energy/clean coal.

And now, dishes and waiting to pop dinner in the oven. I have Sports Night so I won't kill anyone... I think.

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