cassildra: A silver pegasus on a purple shield. (gaming: RPG league)
*shakes mighty fist at [ profile] milliways_bar*

You've sucked me back in, and it's all [ profile] seanan_mcguire's fault (with her permission, even). I'll be submitting an application for October "Toby" Daye by Friday. If you haven't read her canon yet, I highly recommend Rosemary and Rue. The second book came out yesterday--A Local Habitation. I'm waiting for it to show up on my doorstep, impatiently.

Now, to figure out who the hell to use as her PB, since Jennifer Connelly's gotten too old... Suggestions welcome... or maybe I can convince/pay Seanan to draw me some art cards to use as icons. Hmm...
cassildra: A silver pegasus on a purple shield. (fandom: your honor wtf)
Apparently, the 11 years of RP experience I have is moot because I've been playing on LJ RPs, which are totally not RPGs, and there are no people who play both, and I AM INTIMIDATED BY DICE

Now, I'll be the first to admit that I hate combat systems, but that's because most of them come off as clunky and kills the flow of the story I'm trying to tell. Yeah, I'm more of a storyteller roleplayer (not a roleplaying games player) as opposed to a dice monkey, but that doesn't mean that dice intimidate me! I just wish that combat could be more streamlined.

Gnnn, I am going to go rage incoherently at my TV while I write really bad Chowder/Shnitzel/Captain K'nuckles/Bubbie tentacle!rape!fic that I obviously could have roleplayed out in fucking Milliways.

I never realized that my hours spent posting with you guys was looked down on so severely by "real" roleplayers! I'm sorry, players of roleplaying GAMES, who are obviously SO SUPERIOR to LJ RPers.

This rant brought to you by the letters F, W, and the concept Migraine, which may be causing me to blow this way out of proportion.
cassildra: A silver pegasus on a purple shield. (generic: ri-god-damn-diculous!)
Dad took rent money out of my account yesterday, which infuriated me, because I told him at the beginning of last month that I was moving out. He said he'd put it back since I called my mother to talk to her, but then, I got an email this morning...

I am glad you called yesterday. Your dad is on one of those kicks where everyone needs to call me every holiday. Don't ask me where he is coming from. He says he will put your money back when you come and get your stuff. You know if it were up to me, I would not care. We could box the stuff up and leave it in that room, but he is such an a_ _. I pray your new year will be the best one yet for you and Trevor too. He told me he would take care of you, and I believe he will. Have fun at your party tonight. I have 1 small box and 2 boxes paper comes in. Call and let me know when you are coming, I have some kraut & pork for you. Can't wait to see you on Tuesday!!

A conversation I just had with my boyfriend:

[ profile] cassildra: I really am pretty certain that I won't see that money.
[ profile] blackpaladin: Not even when we get your stuff out?
[ profile] cassildra: I never told you about the $2000, did I?
[ profile] blackpaladin: No. No, you didn't.
[ profile] cassildra: Oh, yeah. When I first got disability, I got a little over $2k in back pay. I can't have that much money in an account, or else I lose the disability.
[ profile] cassildra: So I was stupid and trusting, and had Dad put the money into cashier's checks, and put them in his safe deposit box.
[ profile] cassildra: Fast forward to two years ago. I tell Dad I'm moving out, and ask for the money. He says that he'd used it for taxes after he'd asked me, and he gave me the impression that he'd never pay me back.
[ profile] cassildra: I may have said yes. I do have gaps in my memory.
[ profile] cassildra: I would have, however, made sure that he would have paid me back.
[ profile] cassildra: That's a lot of money I'll never see.
[ profile] cassildra: I've been trying to move out for at least two years, and he's always managed to block me before. I think that's why he's so angry, because he lost his "control" over me.
[ profile] blackpaladin: How has he "blocked" you?
[ profile] cassildra: The first time he took the money that was mine, that I was relying on, to move to Virginia with a friend. Other times just fell through and/or he made me feel guilty for leaving Mom.
[ profile] cassildra: He's mad that he's lost his little Cinderella.

And yes, once, while he was drunk and Mom dared to go off and have a good time with her sisters and not be miserable at home with him, he did tell me that I was his Cinderella.

It's been requested that I find something else to do, so I think today will be my re-entry into Milliways. I think I can channel Faye this afternoon, at least for a bit.

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